The story behind "Two Kids"

It occurred to me this morning that I never posted the debrief on “Two Kids,” the single I released last March. It’s the first of many new songs I wrote within the last year and, in a lot of ways, a rarity due to the fact that it’s rooted in guitar and really is a pure love song.

For a long time I, like a lot of other female songwriters, was criticized for not writing love songs. We can be called whiny or depressed because we can’t (or won’t) write about being in love. But again, like a lot of songwriters, we write from our own experiences. So if that’s the case, how are we supposed to write about love if we haven’t yet experienced it, OR, if we just didn’t find the right words to describe how we felt?

The difference for the case of “Two Kids” is that I didn’t fall in love, I sat at my piano and thought of all the different ways I wanted to foster a relationship with someone who was out of reach. It was a fantasy song that detailed the first date, first kiss, first whatever… And we’ve all been there; we’ve all met someone and thought “oooooooh God, this is really going to kick me down the rabbit hole.” We fantasize, we daydream, we do all the things that build up expectations in our head about someone who we barely know. We know it's gonna hurt us down the line but we do it anyways.

Releasing this kind of a song, a love song, sometimes leaves you more vulnerable than if you were to release something that’s rooted in hate or jealousy or any other type of negative passion. Love songs are a shot in the dark because everyone can connect about similarly experienced pain but not everyone can find common ground when it comes to love. It also opens you up to every variation of “who is this song about?” But hey–that’s songwriting.

I am so grateful for all the love Two Kids received after its release and in the months that have followed.

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